Friday, December 25, 2009

let me just say

i have such a hard time with this whole "cool" thing. i realize that everyone wants to be cool. i'll fess up: i, too, want to be cool. i enjoy wearing cool clothes. i enjoy writing cool blog posts. i enjoy having cool ideas. but. i am sick of cool (maybe that makes me cool).

it's true that i am so sick of image. and while i wallow shoulder deep in it as i type these words, my soul is just sick of it. or maybe that is God really. i don't know. all i know is that sometimes all this "cool" Christianity just drives me crazy. and maybe i'm just underestimating people. i do that a lot. but it also could be a reflection of the fact that i judge people a lot, sadly. hmm.

it's just so hard to know what is "right" politically, religiously, etc when there are so many different views and so many people saying that their way is correct, their ideas and theology and lifestyle are the right way. sometimes it just makes me shut down.

4 comments:

  1. yessss monday later and tuesday would work for me! i think. tuesday is like my only real free day so i keep telling everyone i want to hang on tuesday. haha. but we'll hang

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  2. there are no words to describe certain things- god, what is right, what makes us feel alive, as an example. just breath.

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